CALLER: Rush, I've been listening to you for years. A lot of people don't know that you are deaf without that implant, because you have new people who tune in. And I have been wondering. I think it's amazing that you can do this show the way you do, but I have always wanted to know about your own emotions. During that time when you were losing your hearing and when you finally realized it's gone...You've never really expressed your deep, deep emotions. And I said, "You had to have been going through anguish, hell at that time, and you had to try to relieve yourself with medication, and everybody knew that was kind of a disaster because it affected the way you were delivering your talks and the way you communicated. It was horrible." But I always just wanted to know: What did you go through deep in your soul emotionally? You've never really expressed that to us.